Being a light sleeper sucks. My mother stayed up late and got up early, and so I got very little sleep last night. Tired girl!
Sometimes I feel like my life is about inaction.
Don't eat anymore, you already had enough.
Don't date that person, it would be too much drama.
Don't go out, you don't have the energy.
Don't be active, or move, it will cost valuable money.
Don't say anything, you might regret it.
Maybe right now that's all the better part of valour. That doesn't make it any more fun. I feel like an automaton, going to work, going home, "escaping" through TV or book, and then sleeping just to wake up and repeat in the morning. I think I feel guilty when I don't do stuff with my evening time, but when I force myself to be active and productive, I get emotionally exhausted and frustrated with the never-ending to-do list. I can't win, but that's probably just the fatigue talking.
I've been reading Katherine Kurtz' Deryni books. They're fun. Her writing style in these books strikes me as somewhat immature and two-dimensional, but I'm enjoying it nonetheless.
This weekend is busy. Firefly/Serenity Saturday, and then Mississauga with friends Sunday. Gaming tonight, assuming I don't pass out from exhaustion beforehand. And next weekend is DC with
lariel, and then the weekend after that is TO Kink, and then the weekend after that is NASW/CASW, and then the weekend after that is Samhain.
No rest for this wicked girl, or at least, not during October. Yeehaw!
Sometimes I feel like my life is about inaction.
Don't eat anymore, you already had enough.
Don't date that person, it would be too much drama.
Don't go out, you don't have the energy.
Don't be active, or move, it will cost valuable money.
Don't say anything, you might regret it.
Maybe right now that's all the better part of valour. That doesn't make it any more fun. I feel like an automaton, going to work, going home, "escaping" through TV or book, and then sleeping just to wake up and repeat in the morning. I think I feel guilty when I don't do stuff with my evening time, but when I force myself to be active and productive, I get emotionally exhausted and frustrated with the never-ending to-do list. I can't win, but that's probably just the fatigue talking.
I've been reading Katherine Kurtz' Deryni books. They're fun. Her writing style in these books strikes me as somewhat immature and two-dimensional, but I'm enjoying it nonetheless.
This weekend is busy. Firefly/Serenity Saturday, and then Mississauga with friends Sunday. Gaming tonight, assuming I don't pass out from exhaustion beforehand. And next weekend is DC with
No rest for this wicked girl, or at least, not during October. Yeehaw!