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[danaeris]

People have been saying nice things about me lately. Things like, "You're a really great lover" and "You're a good healer."

It's not that I don't want to believe these things, or that I don't believe them. It's that... (1) It's really hard to incorporate something like that into my self image suddenly, and (2) I'm scared of becoming arrogant.

I put these safeguards on myself to prevent myself from becoming an objectionable person, but I seem to be taking it too far this time. I mean, if two people who are really experienced sexually tell me I'm particularly good in bed, I must be.
And if someone who has been described as a healer himself by others tells me something about my healing capabilities... I should believe them.

If I am a healer, I do it through love, and I can only heal those who open up to me. Maybe that's why I've not been able to help claymore much. He still doesn't trust me, after over a year. *sad sigh*

And I'm really tired and my hands hurt and it is almost eleven. Time for sleep, I think.

Comments

[truthspeaker.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I also can only heal those who open up to me or trust me. It's really hard when someone you care about doesn't. I sympathize. :-(