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Jul. 1st, 2002 10:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danaerisPeople have been saying nice things about me lately. Things like, "You're a really great lover" and "You're a good healer."
It's not that I don't want to believe these things, or that I don't believe them. It's that... (1) It's really hard to incorporate something like that into my self image suddenly, and (2) I'm scared of becoming arrogant.
I put these safeguards on myself to prevent myself from becoming an objectionable person, but I seem to be taking it too far this time. I mean, if two people who are really experienced sexually tell me I'm particularly good in bed, I must be.
And if someone who has been described as a healer himself by others tells me something about my healing capabilities... I should believe them.
If I am a healer, I do it through love, and I can only heal those who open up to me. Maybe that's why I've not been able to help![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
claymore much. He still doesn't trust me, after over a year. *sad sigh*
And I'm really tired and my hands hurt and it is almost eleven. Time for sleep, I think.
It's not that I don't want to believe these things, or that I don't believe them. It's that... (1) It's really hard to incorporate something like that into my self image suddenly, and (2) I'm scared of becoming arrogant.
I put these safeguards on myself to prevent myself from becoming an objectionable person, but I seem to be taking it too far this time. I mean, if two people who are really experienced sexually tell me I'm particularly good in bed, I must be.
And if someone who has been described as a healer himself by others tells me something about my healing capabilities... I should believe them.
If I am a healer, I do it through love, and I can only heal those who open up to me. Maybe that's why I've not been able to help
claymore much. He still doesn't trust me, after over a year. *sad sigh*And I'm really tired and my hands hurt and it is almost eleven. Time for sleep, I think.
