On vacation, I apparently have too much spare time. Thus, I write rambly LJ entries.
Yesterday evening was good; I got to see
rigel and one of her current flames, as well as
jadasc and A whose username I don't know. I also met two new people who seemed nifty.
Today, however, I slept in late, and woke up feeling profoundly sad. The sadness has lingered all day, unaffected by the various ups and downs. At least that means it hasn't gotten WORSE.
There has been a number of good, insightful conversations with
sunspiral, and with folks on LJ, for which I am thankful. There have been people saying nice things about me in various venues, which is also comforting. But perhaps a week of not sleeping on a regular schedule has finally caught up with me, because I just feel down.
Nonetheless, I took care of some Arisia stuff for
roozle. I'm getting some closure on some left-over MIT angst. I wrote a long overdue email to my brother, and I baked a gluten-free chocolate cheesecake which is cooling as I type. I partook of a particularly tasty dinner. These are all good things!
... I just wish I didn't feel so down and empty and lonely. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel better!
Yesterday evening was good; I got to see
Today, however, I slept in late, and woke up feeling profoundly sad. The sadness has lingered all day, unaffected by the various ups and downs. At least that means it hasn't gotten WORSE.
There has been a number of good, insightful conversations with
Nonetheless, I took care of some Arisia stuff for
... I just wish I didn't feel so down and empty and lonely. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel better!