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My grandfather died. There was about 30 minutes between the phone call telling me he was in the hospital and that my parents were driving to NJ to see him, and the phone call saying he'd died.

I didn't think I'd care but I apparently really really do.

I'm at deedeebythebay and coyote3502's place. They are taking care of me. All I ask is that people be nice to me for a little while.

I may be unreliable. I may also have to fly to NJ/NYC unexpectedly.

Please feel free to thwap me if I appear to be getting into any negative thought spirals.

That is all.