Masochism Tango: Sanity Check
Feb. 3rd, 2005 11:06 pmI have enabled anonymous posting. All comments on this post will be screened -- and stay screened, for my eyes only. They will NOT be emailed to me but when I am in a frame of mind to cope with them, I will come read them.
Do you think that I'm mis-handling my life? What am I doing wrong? What do you think I should do?
I ask because I often feel that I am being foolish and wussy in taking this "vacation" to "recover my sanity," that perhaps I'm being too easy on myself. I'm frightened that I'm taking the easy way out, that if I don't push myself I'll never break free of this mess. Positive responses of encouragement, or responses on different topics relating to the above question, are of course also welcome.
This is not going to be a discussion. I will see your screened comment, and consider it. I may eventually discuss some of the suggestions made in my journal, at which point it WILL be a discussion, although not an anonymous one.
Do you think that I'm mis-handling my life? What am I doing wrong? What do you think I should do?
I ask because I often feel that I am being foolish and wussy in taking this "vacation" to "recover my sanity," that perhaps I'm being too easy on myself. I'm frightened that I'm taking the easy way out, that if I don't push myself I'll never break free of this mess. Positive responses of encouragement, or responses on different topics relating to the above question, are of course also welcome.
This is not going to be a discussion. I will see your screened comment, and consider it. I may eventually discuss some of the suggestions made in my journal, at which point it WILL be a discussion, although not an anonymous one.