update of sorts

[danaeris]

I cancelled my therapy appointment today. Strangely, depression had nothing to do with it; I've been exhausted, and I'm in a fair amount of pain. But emotionally I'm feeling pretty well. I think I've reached some useful and important realizations of late; I don't want to go into them, but if things go the way I hope, well, we'll see. *crosses fingers*

My back still hurts, a great deal actually. Sitting down for any length of time aggravates it, as does carrying and walking. I just don't have the right things to sit in, I guess. Couches and bed are not ergonomic.

But, I'm in a good mood and will get lots of sleep tonight and hopefully it will continue to heal a bit at a time.