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[danaeris]

I hate the world. I hate the shit that life makes me have to do. I hate the way people are transparent and I can tell when I'm saying the wrong thing and it makes me feel bad and stupid. I hate the fact that there's always more shit to do, or that nothing is ever easy or right. I hate the way psychology makes me hate the work I live. I hate the way being a good slave forces me to do shit, even shit that is good for me, when I'm depressed and want to just be depressed. I hate having to make effort to get shit done. I hate all of that.



The rational part of me is excited that my parents just sold something for $1500 on eBay, that I've already found two students to give private skating lessons to in the area, one of them competitive, and that my interview just now went well and I got osme awesome quotes, and... yeah.
Oh, and I have a ticket from NYC to SFO for Wednesday, Sept. 4th. My parents will be picking me up in Boston Monday, Sept. 2 and driving me to NYC to visit my grandfather. I'll be arriving in Boston Monday August 26th at 11ish.

love, questione