Good Stuff
Aug. 1st, 2002 02:42 pm(1) My bedding was at the Palo Alto post office. Thanks to
jrpseudonym for driving me there to pick it up. This also includes hangers, two books (one irreplaceable), a pillow and a blanket, all of which will be useful to me. Score! I still will need to buy at least one more pillow so that people can sleep over, but still, this is quite an improvement.
(2) I realized that one of the reasons I feel so jittery is that I really am unhappy living on the Stanford campus. Living in that house makes me feel almost the same as living with my parents. I feel like it is not my life, it is this moment outside of my life. I don't feel like an adult, like an independent being. I don't feel free to do as I would want to.
I am hoping that once I live in SF, that will change. I will be in a good area for food and recreation, and close to public transportation which doesn't suck (except for ending early at night). I will be living MY life again, moving forward in it, instead of taking a break from it that I'm not even enjoying.
Yay for understanding my psychology. It's good
(2) I realized that one of the reasons I feel so jittery is that I really am unhappy living on the Stanford campus. Living in that house makes me feel almost the same as living with my parents. I feel like it is not my life, it is this moment outside of my life. I don't feel like an adult, like an independent being. I don't feel free to do as I would want to.
I am hoping that once I live in SF, that will change. I will be in a good area for food and recreation, and close to public transportation which doesn't suck (except for ending early at night). I will be living MY life again, moving forward in it, instead of taking a break from it that I'm not even enjoying.
Yay for understanding my psychology. It's good