A lovely evening
Oct. 23rd, 2003 12:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danaerisWhat a lovely evening. Time spent with a number of fabulous people this evening at the usual location has left me all warm and fuzzy. Or maybe that's the hot tubbing. Either way, in spite of recent allegations, I feel special, fabulous, and loved.
Someone mentioned that I should be more self-confident and that would in fact decrease the amount of self-centeredness, and I really agree with that person. So here I am, being self confident...
In the most important ways (ie. the selfish ways), I am confident that I am not self-centered. In the oblivious ways, I can only hope people will point things out to me so I can grok the pattern and stop being oblivious. And in the ways in which I AM self-centered, I am confident that I'm working towards changing and that I will succeed. And being confident about all those things brings me peace, which is really nice.
I still need to think about the insensitive thing, and that's all I'll say here until I've got it more worked out!
Time to use my massager and take a long hike into dream country. Sweet dreams, all...
Someone mentioned that I should be more self-confident and that would in fact decrease the amount of self-centeredness, and I really agree with that person. So here I am, being self confident...
In the most important ways (ie. the selfish ways), I am confident that I am not self-centered. In the oblivious ways, I can only hope people will point things out to me so I can grok the pattern and stop being oblivious. And in the ways in which I AM self-centered, I am confident that I'm working towards changing and that I will succeed. And being confident about all those things brings me peace, which is really nice.
I still need to think about the insensitive thing, and that's all I'll say here until I've got it more worked out!
Time to use my massager and take a long hike into dream country. Sweet dreams, all...
