Head Explody
Apr. 4th, 2002 01:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danaerisI'm way stressed out. Here's a window into my brain without controls applied:
Don't know when the damn prefrosh is arriving, and I should be there for her even though auror said she'd be around, and what if she arrives when I'm at TR, I can't just leave TR like that, must do work, and what if she arrives while arcticelf and I are having play time or are out to dinner, that would be so awkward, and TR, yeah, I don't have that article finished and I'm feeling all hard to think and I'm not going to be able to write it and they want story ideas for the next issue for prototypes for MONDAY... MONDAY?! I can't have story ideas for then! I can't can't can't. And the paper is due tomorrow and it is mostly done, it's true but I have 2 more pages to write for it and soo busy and so stressed and want to just chill with the cool prefrosh, but noooo, and I can't make ANY FUCKING PLANS because of that bitch prefrosh who has given me NO info about when she'll be here, etc. And cute boys, yes, but cute boys take time and then protective friends gat all weird at you and it makes you feel even worse when you're all stressed out, and it destroys the bouncy happiness of the whole thing and eep! And the job thing... need a job, haven't heard back from BU, don't know what I'm doing about ANYTHING. And my computer is still making weird noises and it won't stop and I need to fix it or decide to buy a new computer and then there's all these decisions about what computer/laptop to get and I don't know----too many choices.
*head explodes in a shower of red gore*
Don't know when the damn prefrosh is arriving, and I should be there for her even though auror said she'd be around, and what if she arrives when I'm at TR, I can't just leave TR like that, must do work, and what if she arrives while arcticelf and I are having play time or are out to dinner, that would be so awkward, and TR, yeah, I don't have that article finished and I'm feeling all hard to think and I'm not going to be able to write it and they want story ideas for the next issue for prototypes for MONDAY... MONDAY?! I can't have story ideas for then! I can't can't can't. And the paper is due tomorrow and it is mostly done, it's true but I have 2 more pages to write for it and soo busy and so stressed and want to just chill with the cool prefrosh, but noooo, and I can't make ANY FUCKING PLANS because of that bitch prefrosh who has given me NO info about when she'll be here, etc. And cute boys, yes, but cute boys take time and then protective friends gat all weird at you and it makes you feel even worse when you're all stressed out, and it destroys the bouncy happiness of the whole thing and eep! And the job thing... need a job, haven't heard back from BU, don't know what I'm doing about ANYTHING. And my computer is still making weird noises and it won't stop and I need to fix it or decide to buy a new computer and then there's all these decisions about what computer/laptop to get and I don't know----too many choices.
*head explodes in a shower of red gore*
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Date: 2002-04-04 06:02 pm (UTC)*hugs* again. Hang in there, the jobs and school will sort themselves out, just let them, hun.
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Date: 2002-04-05 12:13 pm (UTC)If it's just the fan or something, I bet you could replace it.