Poetry is expression. Poetry is raw emotion as expressed by words. It may be explicit or implicit, naked or hidden, but the expression is pure.
Once, I expressed myself so often that the muse would take me randomly, unexpectedly, and have her way with me. I'd be helpless to do anything but grab a pen and paper and scribble furiously until she left me, her seed spilled all over the paper.
Language kept me sane. When I needed release, I expressed myself with words. In metaphor and analogy, in plain, blunt words and in fictional verses that paralleled my feeling but not my reality. And when I needed escape, I read stories of far off lands that gripped me with import so urgent that my troubles fell away.
But, the more fool I, I left all that behind. With fears of technique, with attempts to learn new tools, poetry became a skill, a vocation, rather than a way to bleed out my deadly humours before they festered and choked me. I set aside my books because they distracted me from what had to be done, and in so doing lost a retreat I didn't realize I'd had.
At Kaleidoscope this year, I curled up at the feet of a kindred soul, an artist, poet, musician, and teacher. He created for us a haven to write and share poetry without being judged. And for a short while, the floodgates opened. I wrote, I cried, sweated, and bled into words, onto paper.
Gods, it was good. Gods, it felt good. Gods, I'd love to do it again.
welcomingsong was there and expressed a willingness to do it again sometime.
Anyone else interested?Here's what I'm imagining:
-no regular meeting time -- we meet when it is convenient for us
-we meet somewhere in Toronto, TTC accessible
-we each bring an exercise on a slip of paper, and we pick them out of a hat until we're tired for the night
-we are encouraged but not expected or pressured to read what we've written
-The space MUST be non-judgemental. This is not a space for workshop-ing a piece, for getting constructive criticism. This is a place for safe self-expression.
-not sure if there should be a cap on attendees -- we could always split into groups for reading our stuff, or something like that
Any takers? I'm figuring if nothing else we could meet in early September.