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This kind of shit is EXACTLY why I need to get a place in the city. Then, even if I don't have a car, I will be able to get to and from events when and if I want to.

I HATE being disappointed like this. I hate getting my hopes up and looking forward to something all day and making plans for it and then having them not go through.

and it's not my fault or their fault, or if it is anyone's fault, it's everyone's fault, but grr.

I'm so frustrated. Angry at the world, I guess.

:(

Addendum:

If I find a place to live in in the city for August 1, I could have a place in SF by the end of this weekend. I'm excited already...

I just hope I can find someone neat to live with, in a neat area. And a job. Always a job.