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Is it that things have always worked out for me, that I have always just coasted through life knowing what was next, working hard on the option I wanted but knowing what options were available?

The fact that I have yet to find a job that seems interested enough to interview me, and the fact that the job market sucks a lot, is really starting to get to me.

I feel angry, and powerless, and frightened.

I don't believe that there is anything wrong with me. But that doesn't change how much this sucks, and how I feel, and it doesn't make it any easier to survive all this.

Is there any light at the end of the tunnel? I have no reason to believe there is...