In sickness...
Jan. 22nd, 2007 03:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danaerisToday I woke up nauseous and in a clammy sweat. I was sure I would vomit (I didn't), so I called in sick and went back to sleep. I didn't feel the vertigo that usually comes with Effexor withdrawal, so I've been assuming that I'm actually sick. Now, I'm just not sure.
Feeling a little better, but struggling with reality, as usual. My mother commented, "You've been sick a lot lately."
Yes, I have. That's the effect of the stress I'm under. It has an effect on your immune system; that's scientifically understood.
I have a plan, a rational plan. It's complex, and I need to check out my options and talk to people before I can talk much about it here.
But, I do see hope. I do see hope.
I won't be at the social tonight; better that I rest. The Spryte and Wolf will be, though.
Oh yeah: Things are pretty much back to normal with the Spryte. Hopefully we can maintain that.
Feeling a little better, but struggling with reality, as usual. My mother commented, "You've been sick a lot lately."
Yes, I have. That's the effect of the stress I'm under. It has an effect on your immune system; that's scientifically understood.
I have a plan, a rational plan. It's complex, and I need to check out my options and talk to people before I can talk much about it here.
But, I do see hope. I do see hope.
I won't be at the social tonight; better that I rest. The Spryte and Wolf will be, though.
Oh yeah: Things are pretty much back to normal with the Spryte. Hopefully we can maintain that.
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Date: 2007-01-22 08:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-22 10:03 pm (UTC)Take good care of you.
It was great to see you this past weekend.
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Date: 2007-01-23 06:03 pm (UTC)....and you like me find illness frustrating and debilitating and find it hard to relax when we are ill. I can get ill just from focusing on unpleasant things (as you have noticed).
You will get better don't lose hope.
Oh yeah: Things are pretty much back to normal with the Spryte. Hopefully we can maintain that.
Yes now that the problem of communicating and expressing ourselves in a really effective manner for us (we have a real difference in communicating I figure). Now that that has happened I too have much more hope than ever before.
I feel I have been respected and loved by the effort you made that night and the work we did together on minimizing all emotion and maximizing clarity was really effective.
Thanks for finding "what works" for me.