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danaerisReally not ok today, but luckily the new scrip should fix that.
In the meantime, I'm struggling with work (as usual), and watching movies.
I just watched Fifth Element for the billionth time. Now I'll go hide in my room with water and some zero calorie foods (since I'm feeling munchy) and watch Peter Pan on my laptop for the first time. If I get more work done today, great, but I'm not counting on it. Not without a substantial increase in my sanity. Maybe I'll get some other useful stuff done, though, like sewing or sorting through paperwork.
The nice thing about acknowledging that I'm undermedicated is that the insanity/depression focuses less and less on specific things, and becomes more ambiguous, which in turn makes it easier to ignore. It also is less likely to have negative repercussions, since most of my potential focii involve some sort of angstiness directed at the people in my life.
BTW, the baby toe I mashed the other day still feels a little funny when I wiggle it. Maybe I did break it, and baby toes just might not hurt much when you walk on them if it is a minor break. Either way, no biggie since it isn't aching and isn't impairing my ability to function or enjoy myself.
In the meantime, I'm struggling with work (as usual), and watching movies.
I just watched Fifth Element for the billionth time. Now I'll go hide in my room with water and some zero calorie foods (since I'm feeling munchy) and watch Peter Pan on my laptop for the first time. If I get more work done today, great, but I'm not counting on it. Not without a substantial increase in my sanity. Maybe I'll get some other useful stuff done, though, like sewing or sorting through paperwork.
The nice thing about acknowledging that I'm undermedicated is that the insanity/depression focuses less and less on specific things, and becomes more ambiguous, which in turn makes it easier to ignore. It also is less likely to have negative repercussions, since most of my potential focii involve some sort of angstiness directed at the people in my life.
BTW, the baby toe I mashed the other day still feels a little funny when I wiggle it. Maybe I did break it, and baby toes just might not hurt much when you walk on them if it is a minor break. Either way, no biggie since it isn't aching and isn't impairing my ability to function or enjoy myself.
