When it rains, it pours
May. 26th, 2004 05:47 pm7, 7 emotionally charged emails today (no, not at all upset, just remarking upon it)
In the last 5 days, I've had conversations with two people that went something like (heavily oversimplified):
OTHER PERSON: You're really neat and attractive and spiffy, and I think I could have a really good, serious relationship with you.
ME: Wow, I'm really flattered. I think you're pretty neat myself, but I'm a chaotic confused girl right now and have no idea how I feel about having said relationship with you. But I think getting to know you better and keeping this option in mind is a really good idea, because it certainly is appealing.
OTHER PERSON: Squee! *insert cuteness here*
ME: *tries not to have NRE when there's no relationship*
I feel both excited and frightened and special and exhilirated and anxious all at the same time. I guess I'm in for some more interesting times, even if just one of these pans out to more than a good friendship.
Ironically, apparently the two people have been on a few dates with each other.
Why am I not saying who they are? I don't know. I guess I'm feeling shy. And in one case, I think that it is explicitly requested that it be kept private for now.
In the last 5 days, I've had conversations with two people that went something like (heavily oversimplified):
OTHER PERSON: You're really neat and attractive and spiffy, and I think I could have a really good, serious relationship with you.
ME: Wow, I'm really flattered. I think you're pretty neat myself, but I'm a chaotic confused girl right now and have no idea how I feel about having said relationship with you. But I think getting to know you better and keeping this option in mind is a really good idea, because it certainly is appealing.
OTHER PERSON: Squee! *insert cuteness here*
ME: *tries not to have NRE when there's no relationship*
I feel both excited and frightened and special and exhilirated and anxious all at the same time. I guess I'm in for some more interesting times, even if just one of these pans out to more than a good friendship.
Ironically, apparently the two people have been on a few dates with each other.
Why am I not saying who they are? I don't know. I guess I'm feeling shy. And in one case, I think that it is explicitly requested that it be kept private for now.
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