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May. 20th, 2002 01:21 amThis weekend was nothing like I expected. Last night, I was supposed to spend with Brynn. Instead, I showed Grosse Pointe Blank, and then watched Empire Records, and then had an Andrew in my bed.
Today, I was supposed to spend the night with arcticelf. Instead, after going to Episode II with brynn, bill, and some other neat folk I hope to get to know better someday, though maybe not soon since I'm about to disappear.
After the movie, we went to dinner, and I spoke to arcticelf. he wasn't feeling well, and cancelled on me. So we all went back to gothic_peacock's place, hung out, and eventually hot tubbed. Now I'm home, and feeling the impulse to go to the power centre I found the other day.
So I will have an empty bed tonight. And I don't know when next I'll get to see arcticelf. My love, how I miss you.
Talked things out with Andrew. No longer primaries---I am his secondary, and he is simply a boyfriend to me, an SO.
And so I leave the ranks of hierarchical polyamory.
Things seem to be ok between us. He seems ok; it even felt mutual. And actually, since term ended, our relationship has improved vastly. I love him very much... I'm so glad we're together. *happy smile*
And there is a hole in my nice khakis. eep.
Today, I was supposed to spend the night with arcticelf. Instead, after going to Episode II with brynn, bill, and some other neat folk I hope to get to know better someday, though maybe not soon since I'm about to disappear.
After the movie, we went to dinner, and I spoke to arcticelf. he wasn't feeling well, and cancelled on me. So we all went back to gothic_peacock's place, hung out, and eventually hot tubbed. Now I'm home, and feeling the impulse to go to the power centre I found the other day.
So I will have an empty bed tonight. And I don't know when next I'll get to see arcticelf. My love, how I miss you.
Talked things out with Andrew. No longer primaries---I am his secondary, and he is simply a boyfriend to me, an SO.
And so I leave the ranks of hierarchical polyamory.
Things seem to be ok between us. He seems ok; it even felt mutual. And actually, since term ended, our relationship has improved vastly. I love him very much... I'm so glad we're together. *happy smile*
And there is a hole in my nice khakis. eep.
